By Bob Huffaker
The president was on the radio, and these were times when even we eight-year-olds listened to the president. We stopped our game of "May I?" And Donnie and Kay and Ursula Marie and
Joseph and I froze into a tableau as the mothers in our block turned up the volume and waited silent over stoves, sinks and ironing to hear every word Harry S. Truman told us. Through open windows in the heat of early August those radios echoed along Evergreen Drive like loud speakers. I stared at the sidewalk and strained to understand the most bizarre message I had ever heard.
This new president was strange to us kids. We had clung to the reassuring presence of FDR, and we had wept and worried over his suddenly dying as the war went on. We hadn't known what a brain hemorrhage was. Roosevelt had been the only president we had known, and this Missouri haberdasher seemed a bit roosterish. Mama Thompson, my grandmother, had smiled up from her sewing to say, "He wears some awful loud shirts, but he's a Baptist." Now this good Baptist was telling us something that would change our world forever.
In Port Arthur we kids knew the air raid drills, but we didn't talk much about our city as a prime bombing target -- the refining center of the Texas Gulf Coast. "We Oil the World" was Port Arthur's manifesto, and in those days our world had urgently needed oiling. Joseph and Ursula Marie's mechanic father kept the tugboats pushing tankers and towing oil barges. Donnie and Kay's father, like most men on Evergreen Drive, was a refinery worker. Barbara and Bonnie, our playmates down the block, seldom saw their father, who captained a tanker whose cargo could explode into hellfire at the hit of a silent torpedo.
Captain Barney Bobbitt, a giant, smiling, literate southern gentleman, had guided his big ship in a convoy as he saw three sister ships blown to flaming shards. First to go was the tanker on his port side, then the ship to starboard, then the one dead ahead. Captain Bobbitt wasn't a man to talk about religion, but he had confided to his family that when he had survived a deadly childhood fever, his mother had told him, "God will not take you if there is still something He wants you to do." Bringing his tanker through those torpedoes against the odds, he had concluded that God had more work for him. Throughout the war he sailed under sealed orders, never knowing his course and destination until he had cleared port, dropped off the pilot, and opened the envelope. At home on Evergreen Drive, Hazel Bobbitt often didn't know whether she was a wife or widow, but she ran a tight ship and never showed her fear to us kids. There was rejoicing in that house when the Captain was in port and safe at home.
"Loose Lips Sink Ships," read signs around Port Arthur. Our cars had slitted headlights for blackout conditions, and we doused our lights at the wail of the air raid siren on the water tower a block away. In the darkness I felt some comfort when one of the neighborhood fathers -- raincoated, helmeted and wielding a slitted flashlight -- would stop by as Air Raid Warden just to keep us all in touch.
But in this sleepy summer on Evergreen Drive, we children knew that the awful war was partly over. We had seen pictures of Mussolini's corpse hung upside down and spat upon by multitudes. We had seen highway signs that read, "LET'S MAKE HITLER -- AND HIROHITO -- LOOK AS SICK -- AS OLD BENITO -- BURMA SHAVE."
Now Hitler was dead. I had told Mama once that I hated Hitler, and she had said, "Now Bobby, you don't hate Hitler: you hate what he has done." That was one of the few times she was wrong. That evil was personal. I hated Hitler. I still do.
That day as we took baby steps and giant steps forward in our May-I game, we knew that Hirohito was still killing our neighborhood's older brothers. On the next street, one of the two red crosses hanging in the window of the Gager family's house had been replaced by a white cross edged in gold braid. That was for M.D., their oldest, whose fighter plane had plummeted in flames. The red one was for Douglas, who had been listed as missing in action while the Gagers prayed for their last son's life.
In the Strand Theater downtown we had stood with our parents, hands on our hearts, and sung our anthem of bombs and rockets while the Stars and Stripes fluttered on the screen. My father's eyes would fill with tears, and I watched him in secret as we sang as loud as we could.
Over station KPAC's Mutual Network that day, President Truman sounded a little tinny, but to us kids he boomed like the voice of a prophet as he pronounced the terribly mixed blessing that changed everything. What we on the sidewalk heard the president say was this: suddenly our country possessed a mysterious bomb more monstrous and devastating than our wildest imaginations. One of our airplanes had dropped one of these bombs on a Japanese city:
"It is an atomic bomb. It is a harnessing of the basic power of the universe. The force from which the sun draws its power has been loosed against those who brought war to the Far East."
We had beaten Hitler to the bomb, or else it would have been dropped upon us. We understood that our escape from that doom had been a narrow one.
". . . the Germans were working feverishly to find a way to add atomic energy to the other engines of war with which they hoped to enslave the world. But they failed. We may be grateful to Providence . . . ."
Now with the dread bomb that would have destroyed us, we were threatening to obliterate the Japanese.
"We shall destroy their docks, their factories and their communications. Let there be no mistake: we shall completely destroy Japan's power to make war."
President Truman mentioned atomic power as a force to maintain world peace and to furnish, perhaps, a useful source of power, but those hopes were lost on me that day. I imagined the lone bomber, the single bomb, the infernal blast that might have struck us instead. Details of this bomb were still veiled, uncertain, secret.
". . . pending further examination of possible methods of protecting us and the rest of the world from the danger of sudden destruction."
It wasn't over yet -- for us or our last remaining enemy. At the post office we had seen posters of grotesque, marauding, deep yellow, slavering, rat-toothed Japanese soldiers, but Mama Thompson and my mother had told me that the Japanese were good people like us whose warlike leaders were to blame.
"If they do not now accept our terms they may expect a rain of ruin from the air, the like of which has never been seen on this earth."
After the president was through, our little group drifted apart. I was no longer interested in taking giant steps. The cicadas had started to sing again. I walked down Evergreen Drive between bright green ash trees, up my own back steps past our hand-pumped fire extinguisher. My mother and grandmother were waiting for me.
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